Dammit, I can't sleep due to anxiety from work.
I think I need to take less coffee.
In fact I feel like weaning myself off coffee.
I hope the kombucha and kefir might help me with that.
At work my daily dose of 2 cups a day has been cut down to 1 cup a day.
My anxiety getting out of hand
Feelings right now. Haha
March 2016 edition.
Didi, you must know this.
Your korkor loves you very much.
Korkor, you must know this.
Your daddy loves you very much too. Although much of your anger is directed to him. We are baffled on why you are so angry with your daddy.
Apple of daddy's and big brothers eye.
So loved hor.
Grandma loves you too.
My handsome men.
Heavily reconsidering if I should stop with these 2 kids.
I am still mourning the lost of 2 healthy sons. Mourning the lost of a normal life that they could have lived.
Don't think my heart can take it just yet.
👆🏼👆🏼👆🏼 Those are the wise words of my psychologist. 👆🏼👆🏼👆🏼
I really want to share what my first psychologist session was like.
But I don't know how to put it eloquently. I never take literature in school. Only Malay literature. My articulation is so bad and what I say will just fall flat.
It was very helpful for me to have an outside put into perspective of my situation.
So I won't go downwards spiral into this abyss of I dunno what.
My collection of #mollycosmetics
Matte liquid lipstick.
Top to bottom row:
I've been wearing Gaga to death!
Tasted my #kombucha today, and it tastes awesome!
Not as sweet as yesterday. Today if has a nice fizzy taste with a crispness.
Bottled it for 2nd fermentation.
My "Pink Lemonade"
2 cups kombucha
2 tablespoon chopped strawberry
2 teaspoon lemon juice
Some fresh thyme.
Hope it fizzs up even more!
I saved the other 2 cups of kombucha to be my starter tea and "SCOBY" hotel. Hehe.
Going to let it mature till they're about 4-6 weeks old scoby. Apparently these matured scoby makes better kombucha. Hardier too.